Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Mahal ko na ata si David Cook....

(Im fallin in love with David Cook...)

Aaaaaaww.... i just love his version of Always Be My Baby by Mariah Carey...

I've been listening to the song over and over and over and over for the past couple of days. If only David can complain, he will tell me to give him a rest. haha.

Haay sobrang kakainlove! I can relate pa sa lyrics.. Feeling ko my baby is singing the song for me...especially this part...

i ain't gonna cry no
and i won't beg you to stay
if you're determined to leave girl
i will not stand in your way
but inevitably you'll be back again
cause ya know in your heart babe
our love will never end no
you'll always be a part of me
i'm part of you indefinitely
boy don't you know you can't escape me
ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
and we'll linger on
time can't erase a feeling this strong
no way you're never gonna shake me
ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby

Monday, April 28, 2008

Monalisa Smile



A friend was checking my friendster page and told me how she loves my shot here...how she noticed the spark in my eyes and the bloom in my smile...

And so I wonder, after all the make over and the magic of my new SLR camera, what makes this picture of me so special than my other current picture? What's behind that smile?

What makes me smile that time???

Oh so mysterious as Monalisa's smile...

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Always be my baby

it's me again for the second time tonight...

i still can't sleep...

i miss him so much. i badly want to be with him. daily phone calls and text messages are not enough. i want to see his face everytime i go home from work. eat the dinner he cooked for me. kulitan and lambingan until we fall asleep. i so really miss those times when life is really simple that we are just happy spending time together, doing nothing, just being together.

yet, he let me go away. we, especially him, sacrificed those good times because he always know this is what i want. this is what i've been praying for. i didnt hear a single word from him hindering my dreams. he just said, he'll be right there waiting for me...

haay... i know i can't complain... this was my choice...as he always say to me - this is my dream.

But i didnt realise this will be this difficult.... even more difficult than the first time i came here because i was too damn took him for granted the last time i went home.... and now i feel so crazy missing him... insane to go home for him...

just for him...

restless...

i am not that busy at work... nor pressured... but i feel so restless...

my original plan was to go home next year but i feel like i cant wait that long...

i want to go home!!! i want to be with him again... this time spend more time with him.

i do miss him so much!

haay....

Monday, April 21, 2008

lazy girl

haay... im so lazy today... i didnt do anything but sleep and check the internet. well, blame it to the magnificent weather of Ireland. I just wanted to stay under the duvet for the whole day rather than brazing the coldness outside.



Anyway, i think it's time to update this blog with what's happening in my life right now:



I MUST say, i am very happy now. everything's back to normal. In Irish slang, it's GRAND. :)


  • Work is still very busy but manageable. i have six clients right now... just six... ang konti no? haha. but im not complaining. im happy with what im doing. my managers are all very nice and patient to me. and im thankful that im not experiencing the hardships and pressure that the other filipino auditors are experiencing. im just glad, im in KPMG! Proud to be in KPMG! :)

  • I'm so grateful to have the like of friends I have right now. We all keep each other's sanity. Im always looking forward for weekends to be with them. Just trying and pigging out new restaurants, watching movies, malling, bowling, taking pictures, travelling and other sin-free activities that we love to do together. As they say, birds of the same feathers, enjoy together! :).

Saturday, April 19, 2008

Memory Lane




"Remember the place not because of its beauty but the memories beneath it. "
Thanks for all the memories.

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Falling Slowly...

This is my current favorite song...been listening to this over and over. I've been wanting to know the song's title for almost a month so I can download it. Finally, this morning, after googling any lines i can understand the song. Gotcha!


I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You've made it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along

Monday, April 7, 2008

Sure Love for Real

I never felt this way before...

There's no moment that i'm not thinking of you...

I'm so distracted...

God! I can't wait to have you... to hold you in my arms...to have fun with you!

We'll share a lot of precious memories together.

Surely, I will Love you... for Real. ;-)