things to do...

so i accepted it already that i might leave Ireland soon. but before i leave this lovely country, i made a list of things i want to do before i go.

1. watch an irish game in Croke Park - DONE!
2. party the irish way
3. have a photo shoot in all the memorable places in dublin

yeah, not that long list... there's not much to do here in ireland anyway... and i think i've done a lot before... i had all the fun and the time of my life here. a lot of good and bad memories that i will bring anywhere i go. :)

Grand!

it's really great having a break to have some time to unwind, to relax and to just forget the real world.

thanks to our Barcelona holiday, i was able to clear my mind and forget the negative things. i already accepted IT. im fine now. im happy again and just looking forward for the future.

Life goes on...

que sera sera, whatever will be, will be. que sera sera. :)

a lot of things happening...

a lot of things to decide... to plan... to change.

please give me strength and will to cope up and surpass all of these.

why oh why

why do i feel confused again?

why am i having all these doubts again? why now?

why everytime i plan to settle, something's happening. is this God's way of telling me, this is not the right thing?

God, im not good at interpreting signs. Please just tell me clearly what's the best thing for me.