it's been a month since you left....

i miss you...i miss having you.

i understand it's not yet time for you to be with us that's why you left,

but please do come home soon...

WE are waiting for you...

a new beginning

I decided to revive this blog to continue documenting my life, to share my thoughts, to practice my English (duh! No English conversation nowadays with my workmates, I feel so English barok na sometimes. lol!) and to unload some emotions and thoughts that I (sometimes) keep to myself. To be my 'Outlet', in one simple word.

I was reading my old blog posts. And I realized, my life seems sad and confused when I was in Ireland. I can buy all the material things, I can go whereever I want to go but I was not really happy. I didnt feel the inner happiness. My friendster or my facebook showed how great my life was when I was there but this blog told me the opposite... the real me.

Most of the posts expressed how incomplete my life was, how Im longing for someone, how I need to be with one person that always makes me happy in his own little ways, how I want to be with Alvin.

And now I understand clearly the reasons for everything that happened. I understand why I was sent home. God was really great that He knows our heart desire. God knows that I can be happier and have a better life here. God knows I can surpass the trials and challenges that He gave me. God is good to give me this new beginning.... and there I thank Thee!