restless...

i am not that busy at work... nor pressured... but i feel so restless...

my original plan was to go home next year but i feel like i cant wait that long...

i want to go home!!! i want to be with him again... this time spend more time with him.

i do miss him so much!

haay....

lazy girl

haay... im so lazy today... i didnt do anything but sleep and check the internet. well, blame it to the magnificent weather of Ireland. I just wanted to stay under the duvet for the whole day rather than brazing the coldness outside.



Anyway, i think it's time to update this blog with what's happening in my life right now:



I MUST say, i am very happy now. everything's back to normal. In Irish slang, it's GRAND. :)

• Work is still very busy but manageable. i have six clients right now... just six... ang konti no? haha. but im not complaining. im happy with what im doing. my managers are all very nice and patient to me. and im thankful that im not experiencing the hardships and pressure that the other filipino auditors are experiencing. im just glad, im in KPMG! Proud to be in KPMG! :)


• I'm so grateful to have the like of friends I have right now. We all keep each other's sanity. Im always looking forward for weekends to be with them. Just trying and pigging out new restaurants, watching movies, malling, bowling, taking pictures, travelling and other sin-free activities that we love to do together. As they say, birds of the same feathers, enjoy together! :).

Memory Lane

"Remember the place not because of its beauty but the memories beneath it. "

Thanks for all the memories.

Falling Slowly...

This is my current favorite song...been listening to this over and over. I've been wanting to know the song's title for almost a month so I can download it. Finally, this morning, after googling any lines i can understand the song. Gotcha!


I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You've made it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along

Sure Love for Real

I never felt this way before...

There's no moment that i'm not thinking of you...

I'm so distracted...

God! I can't wait to have you... to hold you in my arms...to have fun with you!

We'll share a lot of precious memories together.

Surely, I will Love you... for Real. ;-)

Reasons

People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a Godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled,their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.


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Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.

And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never realize your potential, strength, will power or heart.

Everything happens for a reason.Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Illness, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test limits of your soul.

Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.The people you meet affect your life. The successes and downfalls that you experience can create whom you are, and the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact they are probably the most poignant and important ones.

If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but also because they are teaching you to love and open your heart and eyes to little things.

Make every day count. Appreciate everything that you possibly can, for you may never experience it again...

i cant sleep. my body is tired, my eyes want to shut but my mind is still wide awake.

as always, im still thinking about things.

down

im tired...i failed... i screwed...

i need a miracle...

i hope i can still retrieve myself after all of these.

Frozen

I hope spring comes faster, i am starting to hate Ireland because of winter. It's not friendly for sick people like me who still need to work late.

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After gallons of cranberry juice, all-day sleep and antibiotics, I am starting to recover from my sickness. I can't say i'm in great shape now but I'm feeling better.

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I'm sooo excited for our Paris tour. Not only because of the place but the company. I'm looking forward for our formal night in Moulin Rouge. Haaay... 17 days to go! =)

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I miss home... I miss my mom... I miss my baby... so much!

sick in the city

i am sick, physically sick.

i've been staying in my bed and entertaining myself with 'sex and the city' dvd since yesterday.

thanks to my 'miranda, samantha, charlotte and carrie' for bringing chinese food for me last night.


in this kind of situation that you are sick, alone and miles away from your family, i just want to be thankful for having true friends on my side.

Well, i am still hoping to get better until tomorrow. I can't afford to be sick in this time of the year i.e. the busy season.