i cant believe it's only 11 days to go... im torn between feeling excited to go home and leaving Ireland. i still have million things to do before i go home but it seems i havent even done at least half of it. i just want to savor my remaining days here with my friends and enjoy the place but i still have to settle a lot of things.
sigh...
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
the light
I know... It's been a while I havent post a blog. No new post for a month, that's a record!
It's actually a good thing when i dont have a new post. Normally, I am more inspired to write when I'm depressed, sad or there's something I want to tell that I cant tell directly. Obviously, I am not sad neither depressed. :)
But anyway, I need to update this blog. This is actually my nth attempt for a new post since the last one, hope I can finish it now...
There's a rainbow after the rain!
When He closes a door, He opens a window!
Happiness is a choice and I chose to be happy!
Everything happens for a reason!
Those are only some of the lines I currently lived by. Exactly my point, my current state! At first, and my blog witnessed it, I felt so low and depressed when this thing happened. I asked a lot of questions, I wondered why this happened to me when everything in my life is in its right place. I searched for answers and for reasons. And thankfully, through a lot of self psycho-analyzing, soul searching, advices from friends and family, and of course prayers...I found the answers. I saw the light.
There is a better plan for me, for my life. There's a window that He opened for me to have the happiness I've been pursuing.
Everything now in my life fall into places again. It might not be the way I planned before but I trust it's better because I never felt this happy and blessed with this 'new plan'.
It's actually a good thing when i dont have a new post. Normally, I am more inspired to write when I'm depressed, sad or there's something I want to tell that I cant tell directly. Obviously, I am not sad neither depressed. :)
But anyway, I need to update this blog. This is actually my nth attempt for a new post since the last one, hope I can finish it now...
There's a rainbow after the rain!
When He closes a door, He opens a window!
Happiness is a choice and I chose to be happy!
Everything happens for a reason!
Those are only some of the lines I currently lived by. Exactly my point, my current state! At first, and my blog witnessed it, I felt so low and depressed when this thing happened. I asked a lot of questions, I wondered why this happened to me when everything in my life is in its right place. I searched for answers and for reasons. And thankfully, through a lot of self psycho-analyzing, soul searching, advices from friends and family, and of course prayers...I found the answers. I saw the light.
There is a better plan for me, for my life. There's a window that He opened for me to have the happiness I've been pursuing.
Everything now in my life fall into places again. It might not be the way I planned before but I trust it's better because I never felt this happy and blessed with this 'new plan'.
Monday, March 23, 2009
things to do...
so i accepted it already that i might leave Ireland soon. but before i leave this lovely country, i made a list of things i want to do before i go.
1. watch an irish game in Croke Park - DONE!
2. party the irish way
3. have a photo shoot in all the memorable places in dublin
yeah, not that long list... there's not much to do here in ireland anyway... and i think i've done a lot before... i had all the fun and the time of my life here. a lot of good and bad memories that i will bring anywhere i go. :)
1. watch an irish game in Croke Park - DONE!
2. party the irish way
3. have a photo shoot in all the memorable places in dublin
yeah, not that long list... there's not much to do here in ireland anyway... and i think i've done a lot before... i had all the fun and the time of my life here. a lot of good and bad memories that i will bring anywhere i go. :)
Grand!
it's really great having a break to have some time to unwind, to relax and to just forget the real world.
thanks to our Barcelona holiday, i was able to clear my mind and forget the negative things. i already accepted IT. im fine now. im happy again and just looking forward for the future.
Life goes on...
que sera sera, whatever will be, will be. que sera sera. :)
thanks to our Barcelona holiday, i was able to clear my mind and forget the negative things. i already accepted IT. im fine now. im happy again and just looking forward for the future.
Life goes on...
que sera sera, whatever will be, will be. que sera sera. :)
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Thursday, March 5, 2009
why oh why
why do i feel confused again?
why am i having all these doubts again? why now?
why everytime i plan to settle, something's happening. is this God's way of telling me, this is not the right thing?
God, im not good at interpreting signs. Please just tell me clearly what's the best thing for me.
why am i having all these doubts again? why now?
why everytime i plan to settle, something's happening. is this God's way of telling me, this is not the right thing?
God, im not good at interpreting signs. Please just tell me clearly what's the best thing for me.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Random things about me
1. Im loving cooking. It's currently my favorite past time. I cant say I'm a good cook but I'm enjoying it and I'm just happy that I can cook something edible.
2. I haven't met anyone my age that has a smaller forearm and fingers than mine.
3. My arms and my shoulders are my favorite parts of my body because those make me feel look skinny even I am really not.
4. I find men wearing colorful stripe scarves cute.
5. I am an internet addict. My day seems incomplete if I dont check the web.
6. I feel that I was an Irish in my previous life or I already lived in Ireland before. When I was younger, I used to have dreams about a place that I havent seen before. The first time I came here, I felt that that place is here and I never had that dream again when I came here.
7. My life is depicted in pictures. I have photo albums that are 3 foot high back home. My face is almost in every corner of our house (blame my mom!). I love taking pictures and of course having my pictures taken. Feeling photogenic. haha.
8. I have tendency to be obssessed. When I like something or someone, I will really really like it. During the time that I like Ryan Gosling, I signed up on DVD rental and rent all his movies, watched it more than once and screen captured most of his scenes. I even ordered online his old TV series.
Imagine what more I can do if it's a real man that i like in my life??? Hmmm....
I marry him. ;-)
2. I haven't met anyone my age that has a smaller forearm and fingers than mine.
3. My arms and my shoulders are my favorite parts of my body because those make me feel look skinny even I am really not.
4. I find men wearing colorful stripe scarves cute.
5. I am an internet addict. My day seems incomplete if I dont check the web.
6. I feel that I was an Irish in my previous life or I already lived in Ireland before. When I was younger, I used to have dreams about a place that I havent seen before. The first time I came here, I felt that that place is here and I never had that dream again when I came here.
7. My life is depicted in pictures. I have photo albums that are 3 foot high back home. My face is almost in every corner of our house (blame my mom!). I love taking pictures and of course having my pictures taken. Feeling photogenic. haha.
8. I have tendency to be obssessed. When I like something or someone, I will really really like it. During the time that I like Ryan Gosling, I signed up on DVD rental and rent all his movies, watched it more than once and screen captured most of his scenes. I even ordered online his old TV series.
Imagine what more I can do if it's a real man that i like in my life??? Hmmm....
I marry him. ;-)
Friday, February 20, 2009
the countdown continues...
it seems my blog was invaded for the past few days with the 'other me'...
she's soooo dramatic, duh!
it's time for a cool post! :)
as of today, 86 days to go and im going home! yey!
obviously, im sooo excited so as early as now im planning what i will do then.
1. get married (ehem!)
2. honeymoon (hmmm!)
3. spend time with alvin (aaaww!)
that's it! yes that's really it! contrary to my old long to do list, those are the things i want to do. i dont care about shopping, or my derma, or going to salon or meeting my friends when i go home.
i only want ALVIN, badly!
she's soooo dramatic, duh!
it's time for a cool post! :)
as of today, 86 days to go and im going home! yey!
obviously, im sooo excited so as early as now im planning what i will do then.
1. get married (ehem!)
2. honeymoon (hmmm!)
3. spend time with alvin (aaaww!)
that's it! yes that's really it! contrary to my old long to do list, those are the things i want to do. i dont care about shopping, or my derma, or going to salon or meeting my friends when i go home.
i only want ALVIN, badly!
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
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