hugs

i just want a hug to warm the cold nights. nothing more, nothing less.
sigh. i should just go home instead this christmas. yeah, im still whining about this.

i wanna go home!!!!

pissed

it's FAE night and im here blogging...

after bulmers lite, chocolate martini, hazelnut white russian, coke with vodka and another bulmers...im pissed! but i can still remember all i drunk that means i was still good. :)

it was a great night. i would love to stay and spend more time with my officemates but i dont want to go home alone and too late.

seriously, it was fun especially now that i have more friends in the office other than the filipinos. and to be honest, im closer to my international friends now than my filipino friends in kpmg. well, other than my real girlfriends/sisters from EY. it's a different level of friendship with them.

anyway, hopefully i'll spend more time with them in our christmas party. can't wait for that! :)

good night! zzzzzzzz.....

i miss home... that's still what i can say.

i should just go home this xmas. i dont feel any excitement in my december tour. sigh.
i miss it more now that mama went home...

and another sigh...

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i want it now! finally, i decided i want it badly! and i'll do anything to have it. i just hope it's still there for me.

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good night! it's another busy day tomorrow and i'm looking forward for it.

i miss...

i miss holding hands.
i miss hugs and kisses.
i miss leaning on his shoulders while watching movie.
i miss the kiss before the first bite.
i miss everything.

aaaaaaaaahhhh! i want to go home to you!

all i want is to be with you... just you!

the mind game continues

i...
i can't...
i can't stop...
i can't stop thinking...

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i survived the past nine months...
i've been surviving...
i will survive for the next nine months...

fingers crossed!

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i've been to a place before where I enjoyed so much. It was like a dream holiday which you don't want to end. I liked the place that I still think of going back there.

But I can't because I know I can't stay there. It's just a place for holiday, it's not my home.

...and home is where my heart is.

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sigh

my mind is so all over the place and have a lot of thoughts. i don't know where to start this blog. i don't know how to say it. i just want to pour out everything or at least some of this crappy thoughts before these explode.

but i have no time. and i dont have the energy. and the right words.

and im sleepy. so hopefully next time. i can say it all.

p.s.

i'm lost...

waaahhh!!! i want the script tickets!!!

I'm not moving

I'm currently loving the song especially this part:

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,

And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,

Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,

And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

sweet!

i'M Starting to Love the Band too!

One thing i proved today:

It's always be my baby! It is!

2 days to go! Yey!

Waaaaahhh!!! I can't concentrate! I want to go home!

I cant wait for 9 months! I miss Alvin very much! I want to be with him soon!