Feels like 16... again

ok ok im in the mood for a happy blog right now. thanks to youtube! :D

Eoghan Quigg!!!! He's sooo adorable! sooo cute! soo funny! soo talented! in short, sooooo irish! :D

He's always my favorite among the 12 finalists. So sad, he didnt win. But surely, he will have a career soon and maybe couple of years from now he will break a lot of women's heart. Watch out Zac Efron! Eoghan's hairstyle is much gorgeous than yours. lol.

Before, i was still thinking if i will name my first son, Seamus or Eoin. Now i decided it will be Eoghan! :D

Ok, back to my sleep now... ;p

cry baby

haay... i'm becoming a cry baby lately...

i cry just from listening to a song.

"oceans apart day after day, and i slowly go insane..."

i cry almost eveytime i chat with mama.

im crying just thinking of what happening right now....

sigh....i feel sad, lonely, scared, home sick, love sick.

fingers crossed

I never been so scared like this in my life.

I have a lot of plans and I'm not ready for this.

Lord God, I love this, please dont take it from me.

Please...

ebay newbie

i lost my first ebay auction. :(

i've been wanting that LV bag and been thinking how i will look with that bag for the past days and i lost it during the last minute of bidding. grrrr!

im an ebay newbie. soo frustrating.

hmmm why do i have to go through that torturing and frustrating last minutes of auction if i can just go to Brown Thomas and buy it personally? aaah... expect me in the store tomorrow. hmmp!

long longing....

why is it not that easy this time?

i survived a year and a half last time staying here, being away with him...
yet now it's only been a year but i'm already longing for him...

this is not easy... but i have to deal with it.
i have to wait for another few months...
i have to keep myself sane in this cold crazy time.