I always hate this day! I can't see the point why are we celebrating it. Do we need to have a day like this to remind our love for a person? If we really love someone, we can show it all year round. right? We don't need a mark on the calendar just to give someone flowers or chocolates or go on a luxurious romantic date. I think this day just makes the loveless people feel more unloved and those people with lovelife but didn't receive anything, disappointed. Wait! I feel i sound like the latter?!? haha
Actually, aside from the fact that I did have a bad memory of valentines day, I really feel the latter. I just feel disappointed every Valentines Day. But it's not really a big deal for me that Alvin is not a 'special occasion' boyfriend. He's an 'everyday' boyfriend. He might not shower me with gifts or surprises but he's been there almost everyday in my life for the past decade taking care of me. Oh! I miss the times that he cooks for me and prepare my lunch for work. I miss watching movies with him while leaning on his arm. I miss shopping with him and he valuing my opinion on fashion. I miss our 'kulitan' and 'lambingan'. I miss his kasungitan when i am careless with what I wear. I miss him doing my laundry while I am still snoring on a weekend morning. I miss those kisses before eating. I miss everything about him!
I guess at the end of the day, not only on this V-day, it all sums up to one reason why I sometimes feel an unexplainable sadness, admit it or not, I miss Alvin very much!
This blog supposedly should be about the author's madness about Valentines Day but we can't blame her! She's mad with Alvin. Madly in love! ;-P
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