i miss home... that's still what i can say.

i should just go home this xmas. i dont feel any excitement in my december tour. sigh.
i miss it more now that mama went home...

and another sigh...

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i want it now! finally, i decided i want it badly! and i'll do anything to have it. i just hope it's still there for me.

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good night! it's another busy day tomorrow and i'm looking forward for it.